机会

早上，
“巴士到了，谁谁谁怎么还没出现？”。焦急的语气。

巴士走后，
“巴士刚走。”零度的语气充满无奈。

人生也如等巴士。
错失了还有下一趟。只要耐心等待。
终会有乘载自己到达目的地的那巴士。

错失了机会，也无须太沮丧。
机会多得是，最重要是自己懂得争取。

蒲公英

蒲公英

总是在空中飘舞着，偶尔停歇。
歇会儿后又快速启程，随风而飘到个不知名的地方。
或是自己喜爱的窝，或是鸟不生蛋的烂沼泽。
它，别无选择。
一切随风。

为此，
无法停留的爱成了它的花语。

无法决定自己的前路是多么无奈，沮丧的。
但蒲公英却勇敢地抱着大大的希望随风飘。
相信风总会把它带到属于自己最幸福温暖的家。

谢谢你的苹果

最近有点烦，小烦。课业，人际什么的。就烦烦烦！
可是哦，我刚刚收到某人的留言，让烦恼暂时一扫而空！
明明就没人能view我的部落，她也不例外，但她还是留言了。
很感动。泪珠在眶里打滚。我是典型的双鱼!
还以为无形的距离把我们的关心都拉开了。原来不是的。不是的！
谢谢你！在远方的你也要加油，别被约束，能自由地享受一个人。
我会一直开开心心的！
就让这部落成一个秘密。我和读者的秘密。别让她/他知道。

”祸不单行“

脸肿了几天，眼也接着肿了。
前几天又发现自己的体重又减少了，回到高中的数字。
是不是身体在发脾气了，埋怨我没好好地照顾自己的健康。
得好好地反省了，不能再三餐不定时，定量了。

发泄

突然觉得我的生活习惯有点改变了。
我竟然每晚定时地坐在电脑前和他聊些无关紧要的废话。
时不时看看手机有无简讯。
他，是一个让我觉得很舒服的朋友。
就像美玉颖彤一样可以聊生活叙事，细节的朋友。没压力，很坦诚的一个朋友。
最近的失常让我担心了。我不想为任何人整天抱着手机或电脑。
他让我不想更新我的另一个部落。让人关注对我而言是种压力。

上次真的让我上了一课，我不会再和陌生人混熟了。（虽说他不全然是陌生人）
对于某些男生，我会感到很恐怖，而且有时很憎恨。
他们都是很有目的地接近女生。当目的不得成后，就会显露真面目了。
曾经给我留下好印象的那个男生，可以请你要么维持那好印象或转身离开。
目前的你真的让我很憎恨！

那曾经的好友们，直到现在我还是没法大方接受‘我们是有距离了’这事实。
偶然看见你们开心的照片，我还是会感到很受伤，常常觉得自己是个局外人。
就连我一直认为会常陪在身旁的美玉也不再是那个美玉了。因为大家都改变了。
我接受得了改变。只要大家都还在彼此身边。

Night at Mcd

Again, we went to our favorite place to surfing Internet and study for mid sem test.
It is quite a long time since our last visit to there. And, there is a little bit different in term of number of people and feeling. Three of us used to go there together, eat, then, one of us will reading for test, one maybe listening song,surfing internet while studying and another might at there as her bedroom and sleep there. Tonight, it is slight different with usual. There is just two of us eating, surfing and studying there.Think of her again,the place are full of our memory.

Feeling so tension while studying at there. I found that there are many problems I can't solve especially relating to the basis period. Come on, it's my favorite subject! I have to master it, there is no way for me to just following what the lecturer said without any supporting reason/fact behind.Sign.Pray hard for the papers.

A Question to be answered

"Is it possible for me to understand you more?"
What will be your response and how would you interpret this statement when it is throw to you? Frankly speaking,my answer will be "definitely!" if you're not asking in a serious tone. I'm suspecting on the motive behind when I read it. That's why I didn't answer it seriously and trying to play with words.

Guy, you had been treating me quite nice all the while. Try to share with me all those funny video clips and songs, try to cheers my day up, and also listen to me. However, how deep do we know each other? I can't really figure out the reasons of your action.

Perhaps,I lost my confident and do not believe that I am someone who is good enough to be a partner. I used to be egocentric and do not know how to take care of others. Thus, I would like to apologize if I had being rude yesterday.

Lastly, I would like to say that it is better if people can know each others more before they go beyond the status of friend. There are a lots of ways to get closer and understand each other more. Changing the status is not the only way.