谢谢你的苹果

最近有点烦，小烦。课业，人际什么的。就烦烦烦！
可是哦，我刚刚收到某人的留言，让烦恼暂时一扫而空！
明明就没人能view我的部落，她也不例外，但她还是留言了。
很感动。泪珠在眶里打滚。我是典型的双鱼!
还以为无形的距离把我们的关心都拉开了。原来不是的。不是的！
谢谢你！在远方的你也要加油，别被约束，能自由地享受一个人。
我会一直开开心心的！
就让这部落成一个秘密。我和读者的秘密。别让她/他知道。

”祸不单行“

脸肿了几天，眼也接着肿了。
前几天又发现自己的体重又减少了，回到高中的数字。
是不是身体在发脾气了，埋怨我没好好地照顾自己的健康。
得好好地反省了，不能再三餐不定时，定量了。

发泄

突然觉得我的生活习惯有点改变了。
我竟然每晚定时地坐在电脑前和他聊些无关紧要的废话。
时不时看看手机有无简讯。
他，是一个让我觉得很舒服的朋友。
就像美玉颖彤一样可以聊生活叙事，细节的朋友。没压力，很坦诚的一个朋友。
最近的失常让我担心了。我不想为任何人整天抱着手机或电脑。
他让我不想更新我的另一个部落。让人关注对我而言是种压力。

上次真的让我上了一课，我不会再和陌生人混熟了。（虽说他不全然是陌生人）
对于某些男生，我会感到很恐怖，而且有时很憎恨。
他们都是很有目的地接近女生。当目的不得成后，就会显露真面目了。
曾经给我留下好印象的那个男生，可以请你要么维持那好印象或转身离开。
目前的你真的让我很憎恨！

那曾经的好友们，直到现在我还是没法大方接受‘我们是有距离了’这事实。
偶然看见你们开心的照片，我还是会感到很受伤，常常觉得自己是个局外人。
就连我一直认为会常陪在身旁的美玉也不再是那个美玉了。因为大家都改变了。
我接受得了改变。只要大家都还在彼此身边。

Night at Mcd

Again, we went to our favorite place to surfing Internet and study for mid sem test.
It is quite a long time since our last visit to there. And, there is a little bit different in term of number of people and feeling. Three of us used to go there together, eat, then, one of us will reading for test, one maybe listening song,surfing internet while studying and another might at there as her bedroom and sleep there. Tonight, it is slight different with usual. There is just two of us eating, surfing and studying there.Think of her again,the place are full of our memory.

Feeling so tension while studying at there. I found that there are many problems I can't solve especially relating to the basis period. Come on, it's my favorite subject! I have to master it, there is no way for me to just following what the lecturer said without any supporting reason/fact behind.Sign.Pray hard for the papers.

A Question to be answered

"Is it possible for me to understand you more?"
What will be your response and how would you interpret this statement when it is throw to you? Frankly speaking,my answer will be "definitely!" if you're not asking in a serious tone. I'm suspecting on the motive behind when I read it. That's why I didn't answer it seriously and trying to play with words.

Guy, you had been treating me quite nice all the while. Try to share with me all those funny video clips and songs, try to cheers my day up, and also listen to me. However, how deep do we know each other? I can't really figure out the reasons of your action.

Perhaps,I lost my confident and do not believe that I am someone who is good enough to be a partner. I used to be egocentric and do not know how to take care of others. Thus, I would like to apologize if I had being rude yesterday.

Lastly, I would like to say that it is better if people can know each others more before they go beyond the status of friend. There are a lots of ways to get closer and understand each other more. Changing the status is not the only way.

10082010

在回来的路途，一度想落泪。因我想起了这或许是最后一次了。
我真的很怕farewell。面对分离，我会不知所措。我不知该如何把‘再见’说出口。
再见再见，真的能再见吗？再见时是否真的能如昔日一样相处呢？。。。
会是个失眠的一夜。

再见，僵尸鱼

是好朋友吗？妈说是。
我，已不晓得好朋友的定义了。好朋友有距离，时间等的约束吗？
无论答案是什么，她都是我象牙塔生涯重要的角色。少了她，生活或许没那么精彩了吧。
在大约30小时后，她可能就回家乡了。不再有那么多的相处机会了。也没人会那么照顾我了。
毕业典礼当天，好想给于一个感激的拥抱，但见到她时只傻个劲地照相，记下那一刻以收藏在记忆库里。
这次的别离并没上次的伤感，或许她还继续待在这吧。
但，等下的Farewell后呢？

避风港

很早就躺在床上休息了。一整天的课让我反应迟钝了，身体也因压力累透了。
在床上迟迟无法入眠，眼虽是合闭的，脑却不停地转动，似乎没想休息的意识。
那能让我放下一切，好好休息的拥抱，那体温体魄，像是个能让人停留，依靠的避风港，我好想念。
那避风港可否再次收留这迷失的可怜浪者呢？
这夜，小失眠了。

roommates

2.01am now, I'm still awake while both of my new roommates are lying on the bed and having their sweetest dream.
Hmm.. Just have a chat with my ex-roommates through msn, facebook and also in toilet (while we washing our face and brush teeth.lol), I think I started get used to my new life, new roommates, new ways of communication with ex-roommates. They are also adapting my occurrence in their room,life. Perhaps, all of us need some time to get used with each others.
To both my ex-roommates, I don't know whether you'll found this here, yet i still to thank both of you for created so much memories, thank for everything that you did for me, Love you much!!
May God bless you.

First week

Class started. As usual, the first week is always the boring week with no assignment or any lecture. Everyone is 'grabbing' the tutorial slot and the ideal one would be no class on friday. I actually like having class on friday (I'm not trying to be different, you will found the reason after you see my timetable shown below)

Mon 12-2pm, 4-6pm
Tues 10-12am, 2-8pm
Wed 8-2pm, 3-5pm
Thurs 8-11am, 12-2pm, 4-6pm

My days are fully packed! There is just few hours break in between, I can't imagine how my life will be when all the assignments due on the same week. I will get mad I think. LOL.

Really sorry to my course-mates who can't register for the accounting theory tutorial. I really wish that I can help you guy on that but my timetable is too pack and no adjustment can be made. Good Luck!!

migrate- from house to hostel

Finally, I get to stay! But, things doesn't go so smooth. HeeHee become past tense and replace by two course-mates who been staying with me for few days during an activity we joined. It seems like everything was determined from the beginning of our life. And,changes start right after the exam.

Human is complicated, thus, I believe that some relationship issues will raise in the future! Yet, I still praying that I can avoid from all these thingy.And, I do wish that I can cope with stress staying with course-mates.

resignation

One day before I leave, I got no feeling about what gonna happen. However, on the day I said goodbye and thanks to everyone, I started missing the days I spent with them although there was just little interaction between us. I know I gonna miss that 2 months.
Feel thankful to everyone in the office especially Naim and Kitty who I'm team up with. Thanks for their patient, their guidance and also their 'cold' joke! It's fun to work with you guy.
All the best to your future career! Hope that we got the chance to work together again!

ANGRY!!

There is no 100% perfect people in this world, we have to be tolerance and accept the weakness of everyone.(TRY TO BE) However, I really can't stand with some people's attitude!
Being friendly and nice in front of you and tell your bad staff when you're not there! I don't mind if you tell me the problem directly, not that trying to spoil my reputation behind me.
Yeah,I'm surfing online these two days. So what? Do they have anything for me to work on? NO,right. Then, what's the problem? Envy on me? Please! I'm here to learn but there's nothing I had learned within these two days. So who do you think should be the one pissed of? you or me?!
ROAR!!

I'm just 'FREE'!

Again, I'm free of any assignment while everyone around me is busy.
So guess what i had did in the office for the whole day?
I started surfing the net from the early morning after my nap in office!
And now,I'm bloging. LOL!
Don't be suprise or envy with my job. I'm not always free and get a chance to surf for whole day. It just happen with you're going to resign. LOL.

Ten more minutes,I'm going home and have a long sleep. Really can't stand it.
I was waiting and didn't sleep well yesterday night cause of a match (Germany vs Spain). However, it ends up with I fall asleep before the 1st half of the match. Sob.
By the way,my morning are lighted up with the news that Spain had won the match and kicked Germany out from the FIFA! ^^
It can't denies that Germany are one of the world greatest team in the FIFA2010. Their defense, passing, teamwork and spirit are amazing! However, I still don't wish that they manage to get into final and bring the trophy home. Hehe..

Acting in the office

Being bored staying at office with no assignment from my superior.
Open my account and try to chat with all the facebooker but the website had been blocked by the company.
Try to open it again through web proxy. NO COMMENT, NO LIKE, NO SHOUT OUT is allowed!
I can only view it. With the only function, I just go through my friend list and CONCERN them one by one. LOL
What else I can do with the computer? Anyone can give me a suggestion?
Beside pretending busy with the computer, I do countdown for the working time.
Left 2hours and 18minutes for me to act in order to get the 'gold horse' award. LOL